This week is just drifting away so fast and yet today is Friday. Tomorrow will be the course preview and soon I will be starting my degree life. In the same place, same location and same block. Hope so will be an official law student tho.
Summarizing this whole week. It was boring, lovely, excited, anger, sweet, tired and calm. Watched Jurassic World as promised and just had a brief date with begu. But admit it. This week is just too tired and boring. The longer the time is, the more complicated stuffs I have discovered. Maybe u think I might be pointless but frankly, I just need to change the mode of my attitude to face all the fuck ups these days. I mean, u know everyone will be facing different obstacles in life and we should not give up ourselves and that's right, I have nothing and pointless to give up myself right. NO way for myself to give up and sacrifice. The path I chose and I just need to do all my best to make things work right.
ATYL messaged me yesterday and I really hope I could help him tho. He was just too upset and can't himself focus on something and forget the past. I know maybe I'm still young enough to understand the big bro's world but what can I do was just staying beside him and listened to him. I spent some time to type and consoled him. I hope it really works and I hope he will not give up anything. My tears actually rolled down when he asked me not to change and hope that I am remain me, the original me from the beginning till now. I was so terrified and keep talking to him. Dear, it's life. In life we will lost something and will also gain something. We have our own problems and we need to settle all the problems by ourselves, there will be challenges and obstacles and we just need to walk over with courage. We are stronger, it will not kill us.
Sincerely hope he will be alright. Sincerely hope I will be alright tho.
Signing off.
Lo,
Crys.
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