Is this a mad Friday or? I had a wonderful Thursday and an awful Friday together. In the week.
Apologizing for not appearing for so long. Was preparing and am preparing for the final shots of A level. Tons of revisions and slots of extra classes. Was having self studies in Starbucks these days and trying not to appear in college as much as possible. I can feel the stress.
Mood right now is tremendously down and sad. I drenched up with an awesome mood this morning after having a great companion last night, felt like a sweet and happy kid. Until I saw message from MY. My heart started to drop and I can't react anything. I was stunt. Our beloved accounting lecturer, PMS Jasal just passed away. My tears started to flow and I can't really focus what am I doing. I called begu and he answered within 10 secs? He was shocked when I called him this so early morning. He kept asking what happened to you? Anything happened? He was total shocked after picking up his phone hearing me sobbing non stop. I calm myself and told him: ... our best accounting lecturer passed away. He silent. Total silent. I became mad and said : Do you hear me?! ... That side was so silent and I know begu was sad tho. Our accounting lecturer. We missed him so much and we miss him so much.
Our accounting group decided to pay the last respect. Begu came and fetched me to the lrt station. We took Karmun, Yeevonne and Carreyan with us. We were so surprised to get this horror news and yet we still can remember those days he walked in with his tumbler and his notes. Imagine his copy righted notes. The last sentence he told us was... : I swear u guys will definitely miss me once I went to the medical treatment. And i'll be back. Yes, we miss you.
The weather was cloudy just now. We reached and pay him last respect. The family was so sad and can't accept the fact. Among his students, I think we were the youngest. The family was so touched when they saw us. Before leaving, I hugged his wife. Aunty Nancy. I whispered to her silently.
" Aunty, do you know? He is the best accounting lecturer in this world. And forever will. " She hugged me tightly and cried even harder. Aunty, I know. I really know the feeling.
Sir, thank you. I will do my best. Now. Future. Rest in peace.
Signing off.
Lo,
Crystal.
