365/365 2014.

Today. 31.12.2014. Wow, it's the last day of 2014. No motivation for any revision and just walk here and there, sit here and there lifelessly and decided to just sit down and blogging for the last update for 2014.

Well, just like what I promised. I will share my little little memories of the past vacation with my dear family. Aaron, Beauty, Crystal and Daniel decided to visit Hong Kong (LOL), well, frankly we thought we will be going to Bangkok this year but dk who suggested HK, then Ciao. We packed and went to HK. The 7 days in HK were excited and happy. We enjoyed a lot because one of my dad's cousin is working there. Furthermore, the transportation system in HK is just convenient, and without any language barriers, we managed to survive there and everything flows smoothly. Guess what, many people praised me because I can speak cantonese fluently. 

The weather in HK was cold. Really cold. 

We din shopped alot because there isn't much thing to shop. They are having winter. So, everywhere was selling winter clothes that we don't need in Malaysia. I bought shoes and a handbag. Oh yeah! And an expensive leotard. Quite expensive there but the design not bad. BUtttttt, I still can't wear it to class because of my XLLLLLLLLL body figure. We went to Ocean Park but not disneyland. Will be visiting Disneyland next time but the dolphin show in OP was great! They were cute and greattt!! Never forget the pandas. They were sleeping all the time. But they were just cute!! Holy... keep telling daddy I wanna go HK again!! 

Never forget to thank Uncle How and Aunty Elvina for everything done in HK. Aunty Elvina was soooo friendly and kind. Cherish those times we talked and shared a lot in the bus, telling me ur stories and giving me advice and etc. Promise to visit us when ure back from HK. I miss the two little girls too. Coincidentally, Uncle and Aunty May were in HK too. Love playing with their children. Tiffany and Tracia. Both of them like Frozen. Keep singing in the trams. Aww... I miss those days in HK....!! <3

I like the lifestyle of HK. Although people there are busy. They walk fast, talk fast and react fast. But idk why I love that place. <3

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Having a short holiday break. Free from college, ballet, istd tap and cstd tap. Totally free from everything. But I spent time on completing all assignments that I owed. U know right, MICHEAL KHOR always gives us extra assignments. FML. Makes my life miserable. Ms Shireen's BS nearly killed me though. However, I still managed to complete all her assignments. Completed revision for Econs and BS. But crap I stuck at Tort. Totally zero for TORT. After 10 minutes, I started twitting, whatsapp and wechat. Never forget, snapchatting. LOL... >.<

 I hope I can start my law revision soon. Holy. Accounting also zero. I still dun uds.

Having a great week. A small gathering with Jolyn, Jiajun and Mouxian. Dear Mouxian just back from India and Jo just back from Malacca. I miss them very much. We knew each other since 12..? around that age. We were having CEFL. A big group then slowly MX left us then slowly left me and JO. But we still managed to contact each other, having a messy group chatting. Then, we decided to meet up. Jun was our driver. Three of us just hopped into his car then ciao Midvalley. ( again..) thats like a second home for me and JO. Too close and we always lepak that area haha. We had starbucks, intalianese and nana's green tea. My tummy was bloated haha. We kept playing snap chats and hell ya, mx and Jun finally knew how to play. so these days... I keep sending my selfies to them. They keep SS it... T.T 

Went to Pav with my bae Mun. Thanks for accompanying me dear. Knowing my stories, telling me secrets, cheering me up and never forget that MOVIE haha. Shopping and high tea and..... our late Christmas and new year gifts. Thanks a lot and forgiving me for being stubborn. I know u care me much. I know and I uds. My dear, its touching when theres someone staying there and listen to you whenever u need them. You know what? I realized that we are growing together. We are on the path of chasing our own dreams and we are helping each other to pursue our goals. I love you bae. Take caring me whenever I was having ups and downs. You know me well, dear bitch. Thank you for accompanying me yesterday. A bitchy dating we had.

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It's time to have a to-do-list for 2015!

1. Stay fit and slimmer. pls. This was always in my list. But fml I had never achieved before. Never. I achieved all goals for 2014 but I am still fat. Damn it, I am still fat. Its not a good feeling when u having a cute size. No dress to wear. No handsome wants you. Heh, but I know many people love me because I am cute although I am fat. Do more exercise pls Crystal.

2. Be determined and stay firm on the path. I need to success, I must success, I want to chase my dreams. It's not an easy job to achieve all of them. But without any hardwork, I will get nothing. Having a large dream to be a successful woman, having own dance studio, bringing family to maldives, travelling with my love, and never forget--- SANTORINI. I must stay strong in order to make my dreams come true. I know I will. You know though.

3. Complete my Adv2 ballet and stay active in ISTD and CSTD Tap. Dancing always my life. I like to perform. I hope I have a chance to stand on the stage again. Dance and perform for my love ones. Keep dancing. I don't have a nice body, I don't have a nice arche, but I can dance like a mad. I love dancing. The only way I can express my happiness and sadness. I hope I can still dance.

4. Be happy and stay strong. And stronger. Think positive and cheer up no matter what happens. Love myself more than never. I am the best girl in town. tsktsk. Keep smiling no matter what. Obstacles and odds will be solve easily. Fighting my dear Crystal.

5. Stay sweet with my families, friends and mlbf. Thanks my parents and my brother for take caring and loving me so much. I will love u guys more and more. Thanks my friends standing with me no matter what. College mates, secondary friends, ballet friends and those appearing my life. Thank you being my friends. Our friendship still counting. Thank you my dear mlbf. No matter what happened, mentally support and heart you always. Let us hold our hands together and make everything solve no matter how. Thank you for loving me and caring me. You are my favorite. My favorite place: ur arms. ILY, IHY, INU,IWU. Thanks for being with me. You belong with me. 

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Thank you for knowing Crystal.

Lo, 
Crys.

MLBF.

Just back from HongKong. Damn tiring and suffering insomnia. IDK why. Should gather up everything to tell you stories about all experiences in HK. A week vacation. Well, basically I missed all the classes. Especially Accounting. I missed all those homeworks and holy shit its MANY. Erm, yeah feeling like typing and spilling out but totally tired to type all about HK now. Maybe next post? Promise.

Events happened in the week. A lot and all by myself  ( I mean I should learn not to rely?). I feel hard to catch up with contract and tort. I mean... all the basics. Bae was not around when I was back. Its like messing everything up. I miss my bae. That much like drowning him with stars in Wechat, throwing him all emoji in whatsapp, sending him all ugly snapchats, etc. Well. Being so lazy to copy all notes from sim, catching everything just up to date like others. Like recently I heard something that really ruined ONE of my day. I mean today?

Dragging a matter for 3 years, is that suffering? yeah. For both   or more parties. I mean ever since I met lawyer. I was totally suffered between Prince and Lawyer. I felt so stupid and crazy for everything those days. Thinking which or who or what and why. Then finally. Jumped to the conclusion, both aren't my final decision until now I meet my MLBF. Its dramatic. Was stucked between two and now someone had rescued me and I let it go. After somedays, I realized lawyer did/do chose me. And I was like. Well. I deserve better. ( basically, what I need to do now is just type and release). I feel so funny and retard now. Its like after choosing someone else and now finally that ass wants you back? Are you fooling me? After letting everything go and make it clear, you asked me about my decision and try to destroy what I have now. I chose my MLBF and now I am still choosing dear MLBF. ( neh, you're late) at least I am happy with what happens to me now and what I have. Although MLBF not always by my side ( it's much better than LDR), but at least he calms me down whenever I need him. Maybe it doesn't mean forever but trust me, those who worth deserve chances. I gave both of us a chance. And before that, u ruined everything. Like everything. It tortured me when u don't give a fuq. 

However, thanks MLBF appeared in my life. Cherish every moments we had and will have. 
Was so happy reading Jie's blog. Knowing she has someone who can cherish her and take good care of her, I feel so happy. My dear Jie from another parents,  I miss you and your shoulders. I really hope you do well there and achieve all your goals. Stay sweet and love.

Promise. Next post. HongKong trip. <3

Lo,
Crys.