MLBF.

Just back from HongKong. Damn tiring and suffering insomnia. IDK why. Should gather up everything to tell you stories about all experiences in HK. A week vacation. Well, basically I missed all the classes. Especially Accounting. I missed all those homeworks and holy shit its MANY. Erm, yeah feeling like typing and spilling out but totally tired to type all about HK now. Maybe next post? Promise.

Events happened in the week. A lot and all by myself  ( I mean I should learn not to rely?). I feel hard to catch up with contract and tort. I mean... all the basics. Bae was not around when I was back. Its like messing everything up. I miss my bae. That much like drowning him with stars in Wechat, throwing him all emoji in whatsapp, sending him all ugly snapchats, etc. Well. Being so lazy to copy all notes from sim, catching everything just up to date like others. Like recently I heard something that really ruined ONE of my day. I mean today?

Dragging a matter for 3 years, is that suffering? yeah. For both   or more parties. I mean ever since I met lawyer. I was totally suffered between Prince and Lawyer. I felt so stupid and crazy for everything those days. Thinking which or who or what and why. Then finally. Jumped to the conclusion, both aren't my final decision until now I meet my MLBF. Its dramatic. Was stucked between two and now someone had rescued me and I let it go. After somedays, I realized lawyer did/do chose me. And I was like. Well. I deserve better. ( basically, what I need to do now is just type and release). I feel so funny and retard now. Its like after choosing someone else and now finally that ass wants you back? Are you fooling me? After letting everything go and make it clear, you asked me about my decision and try to destroy what I have now. I chose my MLBF and now I am still choosing dear MLBF. ( neh, you're late) at least I am happy with what happens to me now and what I have. Although MLBF not always by my side ( it's much better than LDR), but at least he calms me down whenever I need him. Maybe it doesn't mean forever but trust me, those who worth deserve chances. I gave both of us a chance. And before that, u ruined everything. Like everything. It tortured me when u don't give a fuq. 

However, thanks MLBF appeared in my life. Cherish every moments we had and will have. 
Was so happy reading Jie's blog. Knowing she has someone who can cherish her and take good care of her, I feel so happy. My dear Jie from another parents,  I miss you and your shoulders. I really hope you do well there and achieve all your goals. Stay sweet and love.

Promise. Next post. HongKong trip. <3

Lo,
Crys.