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Wednesday, 25 March 2015

过程比结果重要;曾经拥有比不曾拥有幸福。

当你一个人喝着咖啡,望着窗外,读着小说,如果突然有个人拉开椅子坐下,望着你笑,你会否觉得窝心?每个人都在等一个人,可是跌跌撞撞我们都不知道那个人到底出现了还是还没出现;到底我们错过了还是还没遇见。无论遇过多少挫折,记得不要放弃,不要失望,倒下了,记得会遇见更好的,记得还要相信,不管是友情还是爱情。

没有一个人有义务对你好,没有一个人有义务对你付出。曾经拥有的你不能只是一味怪罪失去,然后不断沉浸问为什么;而是要感恩曾经这个无关系的人为你细心付出过。好聚好散,至少他曾经对你好,一切都值了。不要沮丧,因为他也不希望你那样颓废。让自己更好,每一段失去,不是教会你如何爱人,而是教会你如何好好爱自己。

永远。一个敏感的字眼。它可以是最幸福的承诺,也可以是最残忍的刀锋。永远有多远。距离有多少。没有一本教科书教过我们,什么是永远。一个形容词。甜蜜的谎言。所以,从来不喜欢给承诺的人,空头支票收多了手会累,心会倦。我重视现在的幸福。不用说爱我,不用一直陪着我,只是在有时候不经意让我的电话响起,不经意让我的收到你的信息,让我知道你还活着,不需要常联络,不用常见面。永远就是一起吃喝的时候一起分享,有完没完地说笑。聊到没话题的时候,各自划自己的手机,做着一样的事情也是一种幸福。不需要一直在一起,不需要一直见面,也许一首歌一句话会想起一起的幸福。能够了解彼此的一切,能遇见就是一种缘分,他的出现一定有原因,至少让我成长了一点,也许不多,但已经足够了。

每个人都在等一个人。一个人不恐怖,不害怕。可是多了一个人,受了些保护,得到一些关怀,也不错。没有对或错,反正让它发生。该发生的,终究会发生。

放过他,就是放过自己,原谅自己,因为自己值得幸福。

我们有时间。我们不急。把心放宽,把心照亮,小小的幸福,再小也把它捉好。

Peter Su :


幸福,其实一直都在身边,不用急着找,或许只是一个瞬间,你就会发现它。


Lo,
Crys

Saturday, 21 March 2015

Like Finally.

Like finally mocks just over. CSTD tap exam is upcoming so soon. Real soon. Coming Monday. Pray hard I can rule the exam hall all by myself. Solo exam weii. Dances are not afraid at all...but the theory part really torturing. >.< But I hope I can do well because theories are important for my future associate cert. No matter what happens I will do well. All the best, pretty. 

Back to my mocks. Augh. Can you just imagine how ridiculous? When u open ur exam paper, and ended up writing ur name and pass up the paper? Its just funny when I opened my Contract Law paper. I dun even uds what the questions asking for.Ended up smiling and laughing to my dear lecturer. Screwed my Contract paper. I hope I did well in Tort though.

Study and revision break is coming. Having plannings for the coming month. Will be busy revisioning and stay late for college. I hope the law school's library really helps me. >.< Will be watching Cinderella tomorrow with family and have dinner with darling Matilda. Well, nothing special this week. Just had mocks. Hope I can enjoy my life better? duh -.- haha

Went to Karaoke with the gang yesterday. I reached earlier after accounting exam. So, went shopping alone. Passed by Charles & Keith. Aww... the purses are flawless and I just can't wait to grab one! I swear I will save money for it. Bought myself new clothes. Shopping did brighten up my day! <3 Girls love shopping. :*


Goddess Crystal.

Update yall soon. 
Lo, 
Crys

Tuesday, 17 March 2015

Sunday, 15 March 2015

Yesterday I was naive, today I've grown up.

Decided to topic this week's blog with the above title. 
That's from Jie's blog. I bet she dunno that I am her blog's frequent reader hah. Miss her damn much and often visit her blog. Peep what is she doing at the states. I know being alone there isn't easy stuffs at all while all the love ones in M'sia. You will be alright Jie. We will meet soon right. 

Back to my topic. Hah. Mocks are around the corner. Was busy recap everything abt Torts and Contracts plus Accounting. It wasn't easy enough for me although I have decided to give up Econs. Duh. I know Mr Khor miss me alot. And Ray did invited me to take the AS level business's mocks next week. Will be a productive and challenging week though. For me. 

Was distracted for awhile yea. Was studying Nuisance just now.Planning to finish tort revision by tonight. Prima facie, I have finished my contracts' revision. I merely flipped through everything and knew what happened but.! ( Personally, I hate this BUT)... Is there any cases in my mind, I doubt that. Apparently, my table was full of books, notes, chapter packs, textbooks, reference books and everything. I can't even find a place for laptop. Hah. ( It doesn't mean I have been studying the whole day) . When to tap class just now as usual. 3 hours non top tapping. The ball of my feet were totally painful! Performance and exam are coming. Well, we pretty enjoying it. Hope everything turns up well. 

Hell No. Exams are coming. Without any notice. Accounting lecturer was admitted to the hospital. Facing business lecturer for additional hours, it's just deadly boring. She has her own style though hah. I really need a 6 months vacation. Twice a year. Well, if holiday is free. I think you can't see me anymore. Maybe I will be at a little corner of this world. But, you will mostly find me at Greece. In love insanely with that place. I really love that place. It gives me a peace significant of feel. 

About the extrovert and introvert thingy. Am I an extrovert? Maybe. I may be an introvert sometimes. I can be sociable with my friends and totally emo with myself. Sometimes, I can't even stand myself. Hah. But well I am quite good these days. Controlling myself in a good condition. Despite stressing for exams, everything is an OK. Should get rid for those overthinking thoughts. Overthinking kills.

Teaching 6 hours straight yesterday. Quite enjoy. The girls are having exams soon, so my job yesterday was to be an examiner, trained them like exam. They entered into the exam hall and I acted like an examiner ( well, I always like to act like an examiner. Hey! I am quite experienced in handling examiners kay? ) hah. But mentally and physically, I was exhausted. Totally ugh. But I managed to complete my mission and started revision at late night. 

Yep, was revisioning non stop and keep myself focus. Except twitter, I deactivated my snapchats, insta and fb ( except likes and comments) . Stay focus for this week. Need to catch up with some peeps after these. 

Pray hard for my mocks. I need the greatest luck in the world! 
Quoted an ending from Jie's blog: 

有人说, 爱的反面是恨,
是啊。
所以,我既然不恨你,那就证明我从来没有爱过你。

Lo, 
Crys.